When I was a child, while with my parents, I used to think, feel and even assume that I was born to white parents, probably Queen Elizabeth.
It may seem funny, but I had that feeling for too long. I felt that, probably, Queen Elizabeth wanted me to have a Ghanaian feel of life that was why she gave me to my “parents” to be my nannies till ‘she comes back for me or I go there.’
This feeling from childhood has stayed with me even till today. I mostly and strongly feel that, I am a white lady in a black body. But you know what? I didn’t allow this feeling to push me to bleach. I didn’t allow this feeling to make me hate my parents.
Even some of the effects of this feeling showed in my character like, living as a Queen at home, commanding people around to ‘serve’ me, love on people strongly, have fun when I want to and expect quietness when I want.
These traits of mine were seen by an elderly woman who concluded that, I don’t belong to the standard of living of my parents. And that, I live like someone who want to be in a self-contained house (mansion) with people serving me. I guess she should have said Palace instead. Right? This was said when I was little, way before I completed my Junior High School.
Apart from these actions or character, I got a foreign accent which I barely know how and where it came from. I guess it may be the white in me. I don’t know.
BUT WHAT AM I DRIVING AT?
This message of mine is particularly pointing to my transgender friends or those who feel like the opposite sex in an opposite body.
Baby, all those feelings are just feelings. And as feelings, they don’t last.
They don’t need to control us, we ought to control them as to whether they will occur or not.

Should you allow your feelings CONTROL you, YOU ARE WEAK. Like me, I use this white in me to better myself. How?
• I learn and read a lot.   *I don’t accept mediocrity.
• I think ahead.                *I expect things to be in place and perfect like hell. I mean it.
• I expect love everywhere.

It may sound weird, but my “boy” in a girl’s body, use the boy in you to your advantage. Do stuff that girls cannot do. If you are a “girl” in a boy’s body, you can be good at makeup, dance, etc, because you got a girl’s flair which not all guys have.
YOU MUST NOT CHANGE YOUR BODY TO LOOK LIKE WHAT YOU FEEL INSIDE.
Rather, use what you feel inside to better who you are outside: Girl/Boy.
Don’t think about whether people are going to accept you or not.
Don’t think about being gay to validate your inner self/feeling.
You are actually special to have both sides of human in one body, You.
You are rare and precious like Jewels.
Do you know the number of guys who want to understand ladies?
But you’ve got a lady’s side so cheaply. DON’T THROW THIS GIFT AWAY THROUGH SURGERY, GAYISM or WHATEVER. You are better than that.
// Transgender surgery cannot repair your broken Destiny. Think Twice babe. I LOVE YOU FROM THE MOON AND BACK. Stay Blessed.

Watch this video if you would : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0R7DXnqkfJw