Why should I waste my hard-earned money on cocaine/drugs? Sniffing it to get high in other to feel happy for a moment? No! No!
Money isn’t everything. It can get you the nice clothes, shoes, bags, etc, but it really isn’t everything.
I mean, there can be a tattered soul wrapped in nice clothes, who knows? Only until we hear of their suicide or assassination shall we be surprised and ask, “How?”, “What happened?” “What was happening to him?” “He is damn good at hiding stuff.”
Of course he is good at hiding stuff, because he got nobody to tell this.
Sweetheart, don’t let the lack / need for money ruin you. Don’t allow it to take your today away from you. As a matter of fact, use your time of lack to build yourself and learn about your ‘predecessors’: Check their lives; not their flashy lifestyle, but their wisdom. Know about their mistakes.
If you don’t discover happiness within yourself now that you don’t have money, money is not going to help you find something but waste you at the end. Because, it is going to blindfold or cloud your vision, to be unable to see beyond the ‘sheets’ to discover happiness.
The illusion money gives you is to cloud your mind with sources of temporary and unfulfilling happiness, like going to the club, doing drugs, drinking alcohol, and or engaging in child abuse/sex. And when money or its source leaves you, you end up going back to what it has taught you over the years; drugs, alcohol, sex, the clubs, only for you to dig your own grave and push yourself into it or ignorantly jump into it.

Discover happiness while you don’t have anything. Keep your happiness when money is knocking strongly at your door .

Don’t compromise!
And don’t leave God out of the equation of your life. Like how an equation becomes an expression without the equal to sign (=), without God in the boat of your life, your life would become an expression; happy today, sad tomorrow, depressed the day after, and so on until we hear of your funeral announcement: ‘GONE TOO SOON’.

If you spend your hard-earned money on cocaine to get high (happy), it is a Waste of Precious Life. Please desist from that act or mindset my sweetheart.
I love you. See yah…
Byeeee…